Saturday, August 28, 2010
Has a sudden urge to blog today! ahaha I guess nobody visits my blog cause it has been dead for so long. lol. Lived a boring life now with no job, no fun activities etc thus I do not really feel like blogging. Seeing that is so dead, I shall update a bit then.
For the past 2 months after I came back from Taiwan, job seeking has been driving me crazy, i mean really crazy~ Initially I thought that job finding isn't that hard so I kind of take my own sweet time to find for the first week. BUT I was totally wrong, none of the agents get back to me after I sent several emails to them. I started to accept the fact that is super difficult to get into banking operations sector when you do not have any experience at all. Furthermore, I'm a Business degree student and not Banking and Finance, which makes it even harder for me to get in. My poor results make it even worse I guess. Up till now, I have not even gone for an interview. I start to wonder am I that undesirable that no banks want to interview me. I'm depressed for quite a long period of time. Though I kind of feel more positive now about job-seeking but I still not that optimistic about finding a job I like. Should I change and not be so insistent about getting a banking operation job because is very hard for me to get in or should I persist to work in banks? I'm really confused and I don't know what decision should I make? Though my parents aren't giving me any pressure at all, but I can't stop the stress in me.
I'm getting more and more pessimistic about finding a suitable job. Upon receiving my poor results on wed has finally make me break down to tears. Can a miracle happens and stop me from all these stress?
Saturday, August 28, 2010